Hazel and Maggy #10 Huzzah! part 2

Andrew
I looked at Isaac and smiled lightly, "I thought I'd told you there was no need to knock" I said, I paused for a second, "Are you okay? What happened?"

"Not even the doctors know for sure", Isaac said, his voice barely a whisper.

Andrew
I stared at him for a second, "But you'll be okay, right?" I asked, you could tell I was scared for the answer.

"What they do know", Isaac continued, still not looking up. His voice was trembling."Is that it's some sort of a brain tumour."

Andrew
I stared at him, gaping lightly. "A brain..? Shit" I mumbled, wide-eyed.

"My reacgion was a bit more than that", Isaac said quietly still not looking up.

Andrew
I moved towards him and tugged him into a tight hug. "I'm so, so sorry" I said, closing my eyes.

"It's not your fault", Isaac said dropping his arms to his side but not hugging him. He was trying to distance himself from... Well, himself, as much as it was possible."I-I'm sorry. If I didn't talk to you that day in Starbucks you'd never be here in this position. It's my fault actually."

Andrew
"And if you hadn't I would of met the most amazing person to walk this earth. I've loved every second with you, and I will love the many that are going to come" I said, not letting go of him.

"Might as well throw out the 'many' from there", Isaac said, too weak and tok tired to put on a happy,'everything will be okay' face.

Andrew
I shook my head, "There still will be many" I said, trying to not just reassure Isaac, but myself to.

"I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have dragged you into this", Isaac finally raised his arms into a hug, digging his face into Andrew's shoulder and letting tears out.

Andrew
I looked over at him and sighed lightly, nuzzling into his neck gently, "This isn't your fault"

"It- It has to be somebody's", Isaac sobbed quietly.

Andrew
"God's" I mumbled, hugging him slightly tighter.

"I can only imagine your mother telling me it's because I dragged you to sin", Isaac whispered.

Andrew
I smiled lightly, "But then it should be me, not you. I am the one who has sinned, not you" I said, moving my head so I could look at him.

"How so?" Isaac asked sniffing, finally looking him in the eyes.

Andrew
"Because, honey, there is no way in hell you could have sinned enough to cause something like this" I said, looking at him.

"And you could?" Isaac asked, his vision slowly replaced by tears.

Andrew
I nodded lightly, while I gently used my thumb to wipe any stray tears off of Isaac's face.

"I don't believe you", Isaac said before whimpering quietly."It hurts", he pointed at the back of his head.

Andrew
My eyes widened slightly, "Do you, er, know of a way to stop it from hurting? Sitting down? Icepack?" I asked, studying his face.

"Not really. Doctors said they have to check my scans to know what the hell is going on inside my brain. They only told me that I'll feel dizzy today because of blood-loss", Isaac said sniffling a bit.

Andrew
I sighed lightly, "Shall we sit down anyway? It's comfier than standing" I noticed.